Hey I want to start off by thanking Mallorie.......but I still can't help but feel these things.....I mean I have no one that wants to go out with me if so they won't tell......I am definatley not the skinnest....I try to be myself but my friends just seem to think that I am too weird and thik I am crazy and that I don't belong.....maybe I should transfer I don't know....I have problems and you can't tell me I am wrong about that......I thikn I might need counsling for these stupid voices in my darn head.....You know how you want to look like someone....That you would do almost anything to look like them?...Well, I think that is how I kinda feel about a lot of people.....I can't help it we have so many good-looking girls at our school.......How am I suppose to compete?...


(P.S-Don't think I am trying to make people feel bad for me I am just telling what is on my mind at the time)
And everytime I try to fit into a group I get kicked out......