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I want to say sorry to Mallorie....I forgot that I was going to pick up stuff....I am going out to eat soon then TKD I will either call u tonight or call u tomorrow. Well, today was ok..Wow I was just thinking the stuff I put in my journal words like:competing, die, cry. And I am not sure what else......Ok you know how in my other blog post thing I said I don't like people complaining about their life well.....I can't complaining to much because I am doing it too.....This is really the only place I can tell how I really feel......I really wanted to sit next to Mallorie today but see people aren't use to Mallorie wanting to sit by me so Emily B. Sat there......I didn't want to make a big deal about it though because it didn't really matter....It just shows about how my life goes.......People can't see ME sitting next to such a pretty, nice, and I don't know girl......I like Kayla as my friend too but I don't think or I don't know if I would tell her any of this......I barley decided to Mallorie any of this.....But I trusted her.......I am tryin to think and write about something else.....Let me think........O.k. this kinda has to do with Mallorie but Derek(who is my friend nothing more) is like so sad and he is like not full of life anymore but o well he will get over it and find another girl I am sure......Well, I will write stuff later I guess.......I AM SO SORRY MALLORIE

I officially do not like anyone......but I might have a crush on someone